It's been to long..

It's been so long since I've updated..oops life is just busy busy busy. Today is day 48 and I have lost 17 lbs so far and about 20 inches overall, I feel great I even bought shorts a size smaller and they are getting loose already! I have been taking Valerian root for my anxiety and it's been helping so much I don't feel anxious much anymore thank god!  I upped my calories last week from 1300 to 1500 I think I'm going to play around with it and try and find the perfect amount and I think the lbs will start to fly off :D Still working out and eating better I have my days but it's been a long time since I binged  so that is great. Everyone have a healthy day!

I feel amazing!!!

This is turning into quite the journey I have been changing my life for the last 20 days and in the process I have lost 12 lbs and 10.5 inches and it's only the begging. I can say all my clothes are getting to big :D and I just feel so great over all a lot of people have been asking me "what's your secret?" well..the answer is there is NO secret! I have been eating better food and eating SMALLER portions. I have not drank soda (former mt.dew addict) and drinking at LEAST 8 glasses of water a day. I go to the gym every other day and in between I go play outside and go on walks with my family. Any way when I first started I took a picture yesterday I put on the same shirt and took another picture and I was so surprised!! Here ya go :)

The jean shorts look so ugly but there are way to big and I rolled them 3 times to keep them up lol. Have a great day!!

WOOHOO

Down 11 lbs and 10.5 overall inches OMG!!!! Do a happy dance!! It's only the start!!

Been awhile

I haven't been updating..I'm sorry :( I have lost almost 10 lbs I'm .5 shy lol I am feeling great and everything is going really good. My eating has been under control and I have been meeting my calorie goals everyday :)!!
Things I'm looking forward to..
wrapping a towel all the way around me
smaller jeans
bye bye knee pain
bye bye heart burn
not being short of breath when taking the stairs
smaller boobs :o lol
SEX!!


That is all I can think of lol I'll add more later..bye

one week minus 6 lbs

Wooohhoo I lost 6 lbs this last week! Good bye 6 lbs I hope to NEVER ever see again!! I'm so happy I could scream :)

Ugh..

I hella caved last night not only did I skip the gym (went on a walk instead) I ate a snickers, 1 reese's peanut butter cup, and a few gummy worms. :( I'm trying to not let it get me down and drink a lot of water I am also going to go to the gym tonight and try really hard not to cave into the evil fat girl in my head screaming for a damn cookie. But other than that life is great, I can't believe how much I'm falling in love with Jason I feel like he is truly my best friend and I don't have any idea what I would do with out him! My kids are growing so big and smart and I can't believe Zoie is going to start kindergarten soon, hey are going to asses her for full day kindergarten in august and she is really excited. I took these yesterday and they turned out great! ♥

Just say no...

I feel like binging...I'm sitting here drinking water and thinking about my fitness goals but in the back of my mind all I can think about are the cookies on the table. Hopefully if I sit here and write for a few minutes it will go away I didn't go to the gym today but we did go out into the field and played soccer with the kids for awhile earlier and spent the day with my family it was a lot of fun. I think I'm going to go take a shower then watch some tv with my lover I'm going to keep telling the cookies no!